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The Path to Transcend.

I HAVE NEVER BEEN ONE FOR THE SO CALLED “BAD” DRUGS. THE HEROINS OR CRACK OR ANY OF THEIR SUBSIDIARIES. RATHER I HAVE FOUND A SPIRITUAL AND METAPHYSICAL CONNECTION TO THE EUPHORIC BONDING EXPERIENCE DELIVERED IN FORMS OF THE PSYCHOTROPICS. IT HAS COME TO MY CONCLUSSION THAT THE MIND-ALTERRING DELIRIUM THAT COMES FROM A TRIP OF SORTS IS SOMETHING OTHERWORLDLY AND ETHEREAL. IF ONE CAN PROCEED ABOUT THIS PATH WITH CONSIDERATION AND NOT ABUSE ONE WILL TRANSFUSE INTO A REALM OF LIMITLESS POSSIBILITIES. ILLUSSIONS BECOME REAL AND DREAMS ESCAPE INTO THE PRESENT ATMOSPHERE IN WHICH YOU BEHOLD; OPENING A VAST TRANSCENDENTAL AND ALMOST POETIC STATE OF HARMONY AND NIRVANA. IF YOU ARE WASTING MONEY AND TIME AND BODY ON A LETHARGIC, USELESS AMPHETAMINE OR OPIATE BASED HIGH YOU ARE TRULY LOST AND CONFUSED.
MOST FIRST EXPERIENCE THIS THROUGH THE SIMPLEST AND MOST READILY AVAILABLE FORM IN MUSHROOMS. WHILE THESE WILL BUILD EMOTIONS AND LEAVE YOU SLIGHTLY CATHARTIC, IT IS LACKING IN SAID METAPHYSICAL NATURE AND BASICALLY A BODY-TRIP. THE NEXT OBVIOUS STEP WOULD BE IN DANCING WITH A LITTLE FRIEND I CALL LSD. DEPENDING ON HOW MUCH OR WHAT POTENCY YOU HAVE INGESTED, YOU CAN PERCEIVE THIS “EXTRA-DIMENSIONAL” LOCAL. THE ONLY PROBLEM I HAVE FOUND IS IN THE MIDST OF YOUR EXPERIENCE YOU MAY ENCOUNTER PROBLEMS TRULY ADMIRING OR APPRECIATING YOUR SURROUNDINGS; AND AT MOST TIMES CAN BE A MIND WARP TO WHICH YOU CANNOT FOCUS OR FEAL COMFORTABLE IN YOUR PRESENT STATE; SOMETIMES RESULTING IN A TOTAL SHIFT IN CHARACTER REDUCING YOUR BRAIN TO PERVERBIAL MUSH OR INDUCING A NEAR COMATOSE FEELING OF BEREAVEMENT. IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING MORE EUPHORIC IN FEELING WITHOUT WARPING YOU TO AN ALTERRED UNIVERSE THE OBVIOUS CHOICE LIES IN MDMA, OR 3,4 METHYLENEDIOXY-METHAMPHETAMINE. OR SIMPLY EXSTASY. MOST FEAR THIS ONE THOUGH IF NOT FAMILIAR WITH IT DUE TO THE OMNIPRESENCE OF OVERHEARD HORROR-STORIES. THE TRICK IS KNOWING WHAT YOUR GETTING IF YOU SO DECIDE TO EMBARK ON A FULL ON ROLL. TO AVOID A NEUROTOXIC LAPSE DUE TO SAID EMPATHOGEN/ENTACTOGEN ’KNOW-YOUR-ROLL’. DONT SWALLOW EVERY LITTLE TRIPLE-STACK YOU CAN COME ACROSS. INSIST ON SPENDING A LITTLE MORE FOR QUALITY. SOMETHING SMALL AND WHITE OR YELLOW. IF POSSIBLE OPT FOR A GOOD MOLLY FOR A LIFE CHANGING WARP OF REALITY. WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR IS BOTH AN INCREASED NEURONAL REUPTAKE AND INHIBITION OF THE NUEROTRANSMITTER SEROTONIN. IN OTHER WORDS, AN ONSET OF THE MOST INTENSE FEELING POSSIBLE.
HOWEVER, IF ITS THE PARTS OF THE WORLD YOU WERE NEVER MEANT TO SEE THAT YOU ARE SEEKING; THE KEY TO UNLOCKING THIS “ASTRAL JOURNEY” INTO THE UNKNOWN IS MESCALLIN. IN ITS TRUEST FORM ITS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE TO ATTAIN UNLESS YOU ARE GOOD FRIENDS WITH A BOTONIST, AN INDIAN SHAMAN OR A CHEMIST AS IT IS ENTIRELY TOO EXPENSIVE TO CREATE. FORTUNATELY THERE ARE ALTERNATIVES SUCH AS THE SYNTHETIC OR ‘MIMIC’ FORMS. MAINLY 2C-B, 2C-I, DMT ETC. THESE WILL CAUSE THE MELEANCHOLY TRANSFORMATION INTO THIS BEWILDERING 4TH DIMENSION YOU ARE LOOKING FOR WITHOUT BEING CONDEMNED IN A STAGNANT STATE OF PSYCHADELLIC TRANCE. YOU WILL REMAIN SOCIALLY APT AND COMPLETELY STABLE AND SOBER IN YOUR ENVIRONMENT BUT YOU WILL EXPERIENCE A WORLD NORMALLY UNSEEN. A WORLD OF UNBELIEVABLE AESTHETICS AND COLORS, AN EXUBERANT MANIFESTATION BEYOND THE WORLD YOU KNOW. AS YOU WILL MOST LIKELY NEVER COME ACROSS PEYOTE OR SAN PEDRO TO WHICH TRUE MESCALLIN CRYSTALLINE IS A DERIVITAVE; YOUR BEST BET IS TO TAKE THE SYNTHETIC ROUTE. ITS A PATH OF DIVULGENCE THAT HAS BECOME QUITE POPULAR IN THE UNDERGROUND SOCIAL SCENE AND EVEN USED BY ARTISTS AND SCHOLARS SUCH AS ALDOUS HUXLEY IN “THE DOORS OF PERCEPTION”. I HAVE PERSONALLY STUDIED THESE EFFECTS AND I AM POSITIVE THAT WE REALLY ARE NOT TO OUR FULL POTENTIAL AS HUMAN BEINGS. OUR MINDS ARE CAPABLE OF SO MUCH MORE IMPECCABLE THINGS. MY WORD OF ADVISE IS TO LIMIT YOURSELF IN THESE POTENT CHEMICALS AS THE LAST THING YOU WANT IS TO BE PERMANENTLY E-TARDED, OR STUCK IN A PERMATRIP AS SOME DO. RECREATIONAL IS THE ONLY WAY EVEN THOUGH SOME LACK THE ABILITY TO BE MENTALLY STABLE ENOUGH TO DO SO AS THEY ARE WEAK WITH ADDICTIVE PERSONALITIES AND SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM THESE SUBSTANCES AS THEY JUST RUIN IT FOR THE REST OF US. JUST REMEMBER SOME OF THE BEST OF THE BEATLES, DOORS, TOOL, PINK FLOYD MUSIC AND MUCH MORE WAS A RESULT OF TESTING THE BOUNDRIES OF PERCEPTION THROUGH THE PSYCHOTROPICS.

The Misinterpretation of an ethereal life

THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN THE QUIET SOLACE OF THE DARK AMIDST THE LONELY, HAUNTING, CATHARDIC LABRINTH OF FEELINGS THAT DERIVE FROM A BEAUTIFUL ROLL ONE DISCOVERS WHO ONE TRULEY IS. WHY IS IT THAT MOMENTS OF TRUE CLARITY ARE OFTEN CREATED BY AN ALTERRED STATE OF CONCEPTION? WHY DO WE REALIZE WHO OR WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSSED TO BE DOING IN THAT MOMENT? WHY IS IT ALWAYS ENTIRELY TOO LATE TO MAKE THE CORRECT CHOICE OR TAKE THE RIGHT PATH?
THATS JUST IT THOUGH, WOULD IT TRULY HAVE BEEN THE RIGHT PATH? WOULD YOU HAVE CHOSEN IT LATER AGAIN IF IT HAD ALL GONE A WRY? HOW MANY PATHS HAVE BEEN CHOSEN FOR A MYRIAD OF REASONS ALL FEELING COHERENTLEY PERFECT THAT IN THE EVENTUAL END YOU WISH YOU HAD CHOSEN THE OTHER? MAYBE ITS NOT CHOICE AT ALL. MAYBE IN TRUTH ITS THE LONLINESS THAT ENTHRALLS YOU. MAYBE YOU WEREN’T MEANT FOR ONE SOLITARY PATH BUT TO BREAK FROM IT AND RUN THROUGH THE HEATHERS AND INTO THE WOODS TO LIE NAKED AND COLD IN THE DARK WITH NOTHING BUT YOUR MEMORIES OF ALL THAT WAS AND MORE THAT NEVER HAD BEEN TO EMPLOY YOU. IF THERE WAS AN ALL SEEING-OMNIPOTENT BEING GUIDING AND RECIPROCATING YOUR EVERY THOUGHT AND MOMENT WHY WOULD HE ALLOW SUCH ATROCITIES? WHY WOULD HE ALLOW THIS BENIGN TREATMENT OF HIS BENEVOLENT CREATION TO OCCUR? WELL ITS AN EASY ANSWER…
HE HAS NO LOVE FOR YOU ON EARTH. THIS IS THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND AND YOU ARE A PLAYTHING. TOO FOOLISH AND SELFISH AND GULIBLE TO DESERVE THE GIFT YOU WERE GIVIN. IT SEEMS A GREATER QUALITY FOR ONE TO SIN AS OPPOSSED TO NOT. WE CONGRADULATE EACHOTHER THEREIN FOR A PLEATHERA OF SINS. I KNOW I DO. I SIN. CONTINUALLY. DAY IN DAY OUT. IT WILL NEVER END. I AM UNDESERVING AND SO ARE YOU. ASK YOURSELF DAMN YOU!
HAVE YOU EATEN TOO MUCH LATELY? I HAVE…SIN!
HAVE YOU BEEN GREEDY LATELY? I HAVE…SIN!
HAVE YOU BEEN LAZY LATELY? I HAVE…SIN!
IF YOU HAVE BEEN ANGRY, LUSTFUL, PRIDEFUL, OR ENVIOUS OF ANYONE YOU ARE A SINNER!…HA! HOW COULD YOU NOT?
YOU SEE THERE IS NO DEFINED DEADLY SINS, IF THEY WERE INDEED DEADLY AT ALL YOU WOULD BE, WELL DEAD. BURNING FOR AN ETERNITY ISNT AS GREAT AND HORRIBLE PUNISHMENT TO US AS IT ONCE WAS. WE WOULD RATHER NEGATE THE EVEN REMOTE POSSIBILITY THAT THIS END IS EVEN AN OPTION. IT TRULEY IS A BETTER LIFE WHEN LIVED IN IGNORANCE. IGNORANCE OF THE SIGNS. BUT WHAT THE HELL, YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE RIGHT? MIGHT AS WELL RAISE A LITTLE OF SAID HELL WHILE STILL HERE. I SAY DO WHAT YOU WANT WHENEVER YOU WANT NO MATTER WHAT AND DISREGARD THE VERITABLE CONSEQUENCES. IF YOU GOTTA LIVE HERE, HAVE A BLAST!
ON A FINAL NOTE I WOULD LIKE TO TELL EVERYONE THAT GOSSIPS ALL DAY AT WORK OR THOSE THAT LIKE TO TROUBLE MY DAY WITH INCESSANT CRYING ABOUT THE NATURE OF THEIR REALITY AND EVERYDAY WOES AND BELIEVING I GIVE TWO SHITS OR WANT TO HEAR IT AGAIN SHOULD JUST SPARE ME AND JUMP INTO A JET TURBINE. I DONT CARE. I DONE CARE WHEN YOU CRY ABOUT YOUR BACK AND SAY YOU NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT AS YOU STUFF YOU FACE WITH A DOUBLECHEESEBURGER. YOUR BACK IS IN PAIN BECAUSE YOU ARE A FATASS AND DESERVE NOTHING BUT A CONTINUING SELF DEPRECATION. JUST PLEASE ALLOW ME TO CONTINUE MY MENIAL TASKS AND SKIP THE FALSE PITY AND ACTING LIKE IM SORRY SO I CAN GO ABOUT MY DAY WITHOUT THE BURDEN OF PRETENDING TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOU, IN TRUTH I DESPISE YOU. THANKS.

My elipsis!

I WAS MYSELF WALKING ABOUT TODAY AND FOUND MYSELF DIVERGED IN A WOOD. I STUDIED THE TERRAIN AND COURSE OF BOTH PATHS THAT LAY BEFORE ME AND WONDERED IF I HAD THE COURAGE TO TAKE THE ROAD LESS TRAVELED BY. I SOON WALKED IN CIRCLES AND POSITIONED MYSELF AT THE CONVERGIENCE WHILE THE BITTER COLD WINTER RAIN FELL ABOUT ME, DRENCHING MY EVERY BEING. I WAS ALONE IN THIS CHOICE AND RELIANT SOLELY UPON MY OWN ADVISE. IN THE PAST MY ADVISE HAS LED ME ASTRAY BUT ALSO LED ME TO GREATER TIMES FOREVER UNFORGOTTEN. IT WAS YET ANOTHER GODDAMN METAPHORICAL STALEMATE. I ONLY HAD ONE CHOICE THOUGH, AND IT WAS NOT AS EASY AS TAKING THE ONE LESS TRAVELED BY BUT TO MERELY FACE MY FEARS. FEARS OF BEING ALONE, FEARS OF MAKING THE WRONG DECISION YET AGAIN.
SO I WALKED AND TOOK THE PATH THAT MY FEET PRESENTED ME WITH. I FELT THE ROAD BENEATH MY BOOTS SHIFT AND CRACK AND FELT MY SOUL FILL WITH CONTENT. PEOPLE ALWAYS ASK ME WHY I DO WHAT I DO WHEN I DID IT, WELL FOR ONCE I COULD SAY THAT I JUST DID IT. I AM TIRED OF MAKING UP EXCUSES AND LIES TO EXPLAIN MYSELF; I JUST DON’T REALLY CARE ANYMORE. I HAVE LOST TOO MUCH AND GAINED TOO LITTLE TO WORRY ABOUT THE FEELINGS OR OPINIONS OF OTHERS.
THE TRUTH IS THERE IS ONLY THREE PEOPLE IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD THAT I ACTUALLY TRUST, THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR, EVEN DIE TO SPARE THEM. THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND EVERYONE ELSE IS JUST A PASSING AQUAINTENCE. I ALSO HAVE ONLY TRULY LOVED FOUR WOMEN EVER. THE FIRST WAS AS ALL FIRST LOVES AND LONG SINCE FORGOTTEN. THE SECOND WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, AND NEVER FORGOTTEN, ONLY UNATTAINABLE, THE THIRD WAS A LOVE THAT WAS BETTER SUITED AS A GREAT FRIENDSHIP I WOULD NEVER TRADE, AND THE LAST WAS AN ONGOING STRUGGLE THAT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE. LIKE BEFORE THESE PEOPLE KNOW WHO THEY ARE (WELL ONE KNOWS THE TRUTH IN WHO THEY ALL ARE), WHILE I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER BE WITH ANY OF THEM. LIKE THE ROAD, I HAVE MADE A CHOICE THAT I MUST FOLLOW AND DISCONTINUE LIVING IN THE PAST. MY FORTUNE TELLS OF GROWTH AND RELIEF TODAY AND SAYS THE FUTURE IS LOOKING BRIGHT FOR ME AND I’M GOING TO TAKE THAT ADVISE TO THE PERVERBIAL BANK.
 

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