Blogia Veritas

THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN THE QUIET SOLACE OF THE DARK AMIDST THE LONELY, HAUNTING, CATHARDIC LABRINTH OF FEELINGS THAT DERIVE FROM A BEAUTIFUL ROLL ONE DISCOVERS WHO ONE TRULEY IS. WHY IS IT THAT MOMENTS OF TRUE CLARITY ARE OFTEN CREATED BY AN ALTERRED STATE OF CONCEPTION? WHY DO WE REALIZE WHO OR WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSSED TO BE DOING IN THAT MOMENT? WHY IS IT ALWAYS ENTIRELY TOO LATE TO MAKE THE CORRECT CHOICE OR TAKE THE RIGHT PATH?
THATS JUST IT THOUGH, WOULD IT TRULY HAVE BEEN THE RIGHT PATH? WOULD YOU HAVE CHOSEN IT LATER AGAIN IF IT HAD ALL GONE A WRY? HOW MANY PATHS HAVE BEEN CHOSEN FOR A MYRIAD OF REASONS ALL FEELING COHERENTLEY PERFECT THAT IN THE EVENTUAL END YOU WISH YOU HAD CHOSEN THE OTHER? MAYBE ITS NOT CHOICE AT ALL. MAYBE IN TRUTH ITS THE LONLINESS THAT ENTHRALLS YOU. MAYBE YOU WEREN’T MEANT FOR ONE SOLITARY PATH BUT TO BREAK FROM IT AND RUN THROUGH THE HEATHERS AND INTO THE WOODS TO LIE NAKED AND COLD IN THE DARK WITH NOTHING BUT YOUR MEMORIES OF ALL THAT WAS AND MORE THAT NEVER HAD BEEN TO EMPLOY YOU. IF THERE WAS AN ALL SEEING-OMNIPOTENT BEING GUIDING AND RECIPROCATING YOUR EVERY THOUGHT AND MOMENT WHY WOULD HE ALLOW SUCH ATROCITIES? WHY WOULD HE ALLOW THIS BENIGN TREATMENT OF HIS BENEVOLENT CREATION TO OCCUR? WELL ITS AN EASY ANSWER…
HE HAS NO LOVE FOR YOU ON EARTH. THIS IS THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND AND YOU ARE A PLAYTHING. TOO FOOLISH AND SELFISH AND GULIBLE TO DESERVE THE GIFT YOU WERE GIVIN. IT SEEMS A GREATER QUALITY FOR ONE TO SIN AS OPPOSSED TO NOT. WE CONGRADULATE EACHOTHER THEREIN FOR A PLEATHERA OF SINS. I KNOW I DO. I SIN. CONTINUALLY. DAY IN DAY OUT. IT WILL NEVER END. I AM UNDESERVING AND SO ARE YOU. ASK YOURSELF DAMN YOU!
HAVE YOU EATEN TOO MUCH LATELY? I HAVE…SIN!
HAVE YOU BEEN GREEDY LATELY? I HAVE…SIN!
HAVE YOU BEEN LAZY LATELY? I HAVE…SIN!
IF YOU HAVE BEEN ANGRY, LUSTFUL, PRIDEFUL, OR ENVIOUS OF ANYONE YOU ARE A SINNER!…HA! HOW COULD YOU NOT?
YOU SEE THERE IS NO DEFINED DEADLY SINS, IF THEY WERE INDEED DEADLY AT ALL YOU WOULD BE, WELL DEAD. BURNING FOR AN ETERNITY ISNT AS GREAT AND HORRIBLE PUNISHMENT TO US AS IT ONCE WAS. WE WOULD RATHER NEGATE THE EVEN REMOTE POSSIBILITY THAT THIS END IS EVEN AN OPTION. IT TRULEY IS A BETTER LIFE WHEN LIVED IN IGNORANCE. IGNORANCE OF THE SIGNS. BUT WHAT THE HELL, YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE RIGHT? MIGHT AS WELL RAISE A LITTLE OF SAID HELL WHILE STILL HERE. I SAY DO WHAT YOU WANT WHENEVER YOU WANT NO MATTER WHAT AND DISREGARD THE VERITABLE CONSEQUENCES. IF YOU GOTTA LIVE HERE, HAVE A BLAST!
ON A FINAL NOTE I WOULD LIKE TO TELL EVERYONE THAT GOSSIPS ALL DAY AT WORK OR THOSE THAT LIKE TO TROUBLE MY DAY WITH INCESSANT CRYING ABOUT THE NATURE OF THEIR REALITY AND EVERYDAY WOES AND BELIEVING I GIVE TWO SHITS OR WANT TO HEAR IT AGAIN SHOULD JUST SPARE ME AND JUMP INTO A JET TURBINE. I DONT CARE. I DONE CARE WHEN YOU CRY ABOUT YOUR BACK AND SAY YOU NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT AS YOU STUFF YOU FACE WITH A DOUBLECHEESEBURGER. YOUR BACK IS IN PAIN BECAUSE YOU ARE A FATASS AND DESERVE NOTHING BUT A CONTINUING SELF DEPRECATION. JUST PLEASE ALLOW ME TO CONTINUE MY MENIAL TASKS AND SKIP THE FALSE PITY AND ACTING LIKE IM SORRY SO I CAN GO ABOUT MY DAY WITHOUT THE BURDEN OF PRETENDING TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOU, IN TRUTH I DESPISE YOU. THANKS.

~ by Apoc/SupplelyTrash on February 23, 2010.